Oops~!

one girl i almost grew up with, one of my best friends on this planet is getting married. is getting married. oh dear god. i wanna fly to delhi and give her a hug and do all the girly things in this world. none of that is possible i know. but this thing is making me infinitely happy somehow. probably because she is tying the knot with the person she always loved. and can it get bigger than that?

exactly four years ago, i told a guy that i loved him so much. he told me he doesn't love me. it took me like a year and half to get over that and move on. and move on, i did. i got practical about life and stuff. so like a few days ago, i told another guy that i love him so much. he told me he can't love me back. so to fasten that process of getting over (no chocolate is not helping, i tried) i thought i should go get drunk tonite. but fuck i have a cramp and can't walk!

11 comments:

$uch! said...

Get Well Soon :)

wildflower said...

get moi a doc pls :(

arvind said...

love..
it hurts - if we expect in return..

if you love a guy - just love..
love to ur full..

what's the wrong in it?
why expecting anything from them?

take care.. get wll soon..

...Jitsy... said...

u will recover...
they all do...:)

wildflower said...

thnx arvind..i reely understud this :)

& Jitsy..
i want to my dear..the sooner the better..i hate it when my life runs out of control..

aria said...

Unrequited love is the worst kind of crap ..
hope you get over both ..
best wishes to your friend..

Tapas said...
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Tapas said...

I don't know how much it relates to the post but I will still say it- Love isn't the only way out of loneliness...
tk cre
:-)

wildflower said...

@ aria
that it is not my fault that my love is unrequited, is making it very difficult for me accept it and console myself..

@ T
and why wud u do that?!

Mr Happy said...

i can totally relate to it, it pains!!!!!!

wildflower said...

:-( it does, so mush, so mush!