You know I am obsessed about you. I love the way I impose yourself on me, like you're the last soul alive in this world and I need to hang on to you to survive, like you are the other name of life. I am absolutely obsessed about my obsession for you. I like the way reason loses its very significance when it stands on my way to you. I totally adore this madness that I thrive in, lately. I love the hurt. I love the pain that you cause me, like you possess me. I love the fact that you will never love me back, and I will die at your feet begging for your love in return for mine, but I wouldn't get any of it, but at least I will have one reason to die for. Yeah. You satiate me when you make me cry. At least you give me a vent for the stifled feelings inside me. You give me a reason to scream, every time you make me feel I am not the one and that I can never be the one. And this my love, is why I love you.

13 comments:

  1. we crave for what we cant hv....

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  2. misery is self made..is that why we hold it so close to us and never let it go??

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  3. thats a scary reason to die...

    i wud have dies with jus that thot. must say this is a different kinda love, where pain feels like love...hmmm u ok na??

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  4. I can painfully relate to this - every word.

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  5. this is why i love 'you'
    this is exactly why i love you.
    touche'!

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  6. I am certain that most things that we crave for would turn out to be ordinary when we have 'them' in possession.

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  7. @ Mansi
    'cant' is a painful word..

    @ Pri
    my misery is mine..if not anyone else ..let me hold on to it

    @ Mayank
    yu & i arevery different!

    @ Raaji..
    hmm :|

    @ Vagabond
    :D.. i like touche'

    @ aria
    i wish to realize tht beforhand..

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  8. ho my god..
    u love for ur selfishness?
    not becoz of ur love..
    dont do that..
    love - is ur feeling..
    and its ur personal..
    so near you..
    just try to reveal that..
    just have a joy to reveal it..
    like a beautiful butterfly..
    nvr
    bother abt the RESULT..

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  9. horny!!!!....but still it conveys every desire this heart has wen its in love...awesum read!

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  10. @ S
    i don't anymore..!

    @ Jitika
    horny eh?! thnka..

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  11. a thin line between blind love and blended love...if you know what I mean, sometimes life is so patternless that even if we have what we desire to posses we are not satiated...sometimes claustrophobia looses it s meaning sometimes ordinary becomes obsession...sometime life surprises it self...we are just watchers...

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  12. and these days..i am overwhelmed by this passivity..i am so taking things lying down..

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