Deja Vu

~~~~~He has the same curious eyes, that same towering person. The same hair and it falls on his face like yours did. When he is around, I feel as if I am standing beside you. The same air of negligence, those mute grunts of frustration. He looks so much like you that I can’t afford to look at him.
When I see the same person again, a spasm of sorrow clinches my face, my heart twitches, and I feel a lump in my throat. And I want to inflict the sweet pain on myself, again and again.

It’s time I begin trying to find out, whether I really miss you. Or I miss that
craving I had for you? ~~~~

7 comments:

  1. Reflections of past in present...it does happen i guess.

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  2. Nicely written..
    May be it is the craving U miss
    ...

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  3. hey..

    thoughtful post..

    it must be the "YOU" that u r missing coz cravings go with time but images stay..

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  4. nice post.. it reminds me of a Hollywood flick "P.S" starring Luara Linney...

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  5. Yeah annie...so many things happen when we look into the past searching for the the love of our lives...

    Aman,
    Hmmmmm i dunno what! m so confused at times...

    @ relations
    liked that line...I miss myself..)

    @niva
    ohh ow!

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  6. u know wat i like best abt dis 1??

    "And I want to inflict the sweet pain on myself, again and again. "

    it becomes so dammmnn difficult 2 break out of dat sweet torture then..the memories become so precious dat evn d pain gets numbed..

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  7. i find you everywhere i see...for a vagabond the search will never cease.
    i wish it isn't plastic...it has your perfume it is your essence that is missing.

    awesome =)

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