tiny nothings///

so deep are the scars on my heart, that i can't give joy a tight hug when he is right at my door, mumbling ," knock knock! take me in!". and i think happiness is but an illusion. a mirage that will give dissapear into the sands the moment i show him the way into my heart.

8 comments:

Amrita Sabat said...

u r right. even i feel d same way.:)

lets discover happiness within ourselves. y look for it outside?

Prachee Mishra said...

happiness is a state of mind...in things that are evn destined to go wrong look for the fact that the experience is ures.....it hurts but its urs.... happy is as u look at things.... n if it will hurt more just saty away.

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utkarsh said...

I was in a terrible state a few months back .. friends helped .. family helped .. lots of people helped .. but trust me .. unless you want to be happy, none of these can REALLY help.
just be happy in life .. life is too short to be spent repenting on past ..
hakuna matata :) .. that should be the mantra of life ..

Adithya said...

'you are what you think you are', said Buddha. You make the choice. Darling, you have chosen to be unhappy with your perspective on what has happened. Scars? At this rate you will be sliced into a million pieces as you go along...

wildflower said...

@amrita
rite, sumthin like da hypothetical self-sufficient homo-sapien :)

@prachee
well wot i meant is dat, i cant accept the fact that i can b happy too...like others

@utkarsh
i understand hakuna matata n stuff, but is happiness sumthing that actively acheivable? m so damn lazy that i would wait for happiness to come to me passively like one waits for bed tea...

@adithya
people say i am too young for the misery i house, i don't know the reason . may be i don't want to be content. i would stop thinking and feeling the moment i become happy...

utkarsh said...

I think you have got the whole notion of happiness a little messed up :)
happiness is not something you achieve .. its a state of mind.
for example .. you can be happy even in the middle of most trying times .
as long as you are happy .. the most difficult times feel like its conquerable .. thats what hakuna matata is about :)

wildflower said...

utkarsh,
yeh! i am all messed up yaar, my fundae are straight from the dust bin kinda...seriously, m pessimistic, ( that cuts my life short by a decade or so! :( ) but i also find happiness in strangely stupid things...like staring at a star studded sky , looking beyond the horizon and stuff...