WARNING-LONG POST AHEAD!
I am up after an eight hour sleep. It's a sunny sunday
morning. Sleep refuses to leave me alone. But anyway
I am perched on my bed and wrting this.
The day before yesterday, late in the evening, I was
supposed to walk back alone to my room. If 9 :30 is
late in the evening, that is. When out the road I saw a
mini storm. If this is the end of autumn, all the dead
leaves from all the trees were out on a
merry-go-round. I didn't know what to do. And then
the lights went off and my heart stopped beating...but this, I guess is another story!
Off late I haven't been writing much. And that is not
that good a sign as writing is a natural vent for my
emotions. And yeah, I am not writing because I don't
have anything to write about. There is a dearth of
matter in my head. It's on mode_snooze!
But again, I have been reading. I am reading now to
catch up on the reading I missed because I started
And I am going out on walks, real long walks. Twice
round, thrice round the campus...all my evenings are
spent walking. Also on a fruit diet, to de-tox the mind!
Meanwhile I have been listening to one song a million
And I have been breaking-off with friends. But have I
been making friends also? I wonder if I believe in the
concept of friendship. Love, on the other hand, is
totally out of question. Long time since I last fell in and
out of it.
I have become a cynic. I was cynic-in-the-making for quite
some time. But it is now that I am at peace with it.
And my blog has frozen into somthing! But I am not
dead yet. I am just taking my time. My sweet-bitter
time. There is hardly anything that dictates me, these