Somehow life runs in circles. And no matter how far you go, you end up in the same place. At least I do. Sometimes, I am just scared, life hasn't changed for years. And may be it hasn't. It's the same people, the same woes. The same hollows that swallow my being. Same fears govern me. It's all so much the same, I want to go back to the calender and check. What have I gotten except getting older. And getting older pretty swift at that.

The same strings tie me, those same illusions untie me. Those same vile imaginations, free me. Madden me. Sadden me. Leave me alone. Make me be, whoever I am.

It's the same traffic I make my way through every night on my way back. The same dark room I try to get sleep in. It's not that I have had enough of the people I've met. But seriously, why haven't I met someone refreshingly new. For a long time now. This is how constancy scares you.

Change scares you in an entirely different fashion though. Whatever! 

3 comments:

................your's entirely said...

Ask yourself... Are you ready to meet someone 'refreshingly new' ? Do you want to ? Nothing is new... Everything has existed and will... The only new might be a new you...

WomanInLove said...

Hmm..I feel the same..and I agree with the comment above

:-Dee said...

Change is constant. Knowingly unknowingly. Nice post.. a potrayal of a conflicted mind.. penning down thoughts on the go. Nice...