Unhinged

i miss you a lot. do you miss me. do you remember me at all. do you

think of me sometimes. do you spare me a moment. i have my days

lined up for you. there is this picture of ours right afore my eyes. i

look at it, both of us happy and smiling sweetly. there is this glow in

my eyes, the blush on my cheeks which is otherwise unseen. there is

this innocence on your face which i dare not think to be fake. the

glint in your eyes, your smile, you, hold the strings of my life

together.

days have gone by and we have parted, we haven't heard of each

other ever since. seems we have been living lives of our own. we

have been occupied. really occupied. but after the day got over, i sat

down to take a deep breath, your thoughts crossed my mind. it's like

you are the thing i thought of involuntarily after a real long time. i

had forgotten to feel. i had forgotten to feel what it is like to

feel. but then you reminded me of it all and took me back in time all over

again.

back to times of being together.it's true we didn't have the patience

and the humility to make reality what still continues to live as a

dream in a corner of our hearts. we couldn't say. we couldn't look

into each other. we couldn't look into ourselves. and merciless that

time is, it went by.

our lives brought us to new junctures, left us alone. but then i don't

live with regrets. this moment, thinking of you, i swear i feel

Unhinged. i have accepted you, i have accepted our missed stint, our

bygone moments as a part of me that will live on, passively and will

come back to life on nights as solitary and as cold as tonite.

and i have learnt that some things are not meant to BE...