eva's inevitable

i inevitably screw my presentations up. the thing is so obvious to me that i have started trying to guess what could go wrong this time around. this thing has stopped being sad and has begun looking funny altogether. yeah after every single presentation that goes wrong, i laugh out loud and tell myself, i told you so. mostly it is me who is under-prepared. i forget what the fuck i was talking about, right on stage. sometimes i oversleep and have no idea what i am going to blabber. but there are other things too that choose to go wrong. the videos don't play. even if they do, the speakers dont work. the anti-virus has to give all its alerts when i am presenting. sometimes the computer feels like restarting all of a sudden. the projector ditches me, at times. pendrives go undetected. laptops run out of their battery back-up. slides get mashed up. besides other things!

lately my acads have gone all wrong. i am too laid-back to alter this status~quo.