sans you....

every thought of you brings a tear into my eyes,
when memories of you keep strolling in and out
of my helpless heart that cant help but think about
you ...day in and day out
the feel of every word that has escaped your lips
makes me smile ,oblivious of myself and the prying eyes,
you make me miss you the most when i am in a crowd
and even more when i am alone
i am famished for your vision and voice,
i cannot trust myself with my life,
if you arenot close by,i cannot
dare to live without you
i am in love with you,
and like every lover i am short of words to tell you so
but i cannot expect more than something from you,
something people call indifference
nevertheless i shall love you now and always...

22 comments:

Anonymous said...

How beautiful...

wildflower said...

whoeva yu are..thnks!
ma first post..reminds me of June 06 ..

arvind said...

as ur name is wild - ur way is also wild and filling our poor hearts..

is there any more words - to tell a love - though there is always a painful fear of rejection..

nice one..

Raj said...

:) lukcy bastard. there was one?

Merlin said...

June 2006? Wow. You are the only non professional blogger I have seen who has blogged consistently for this long! :) And the poem is beautiful, but your writing has matured a LOT over the ages! I always compare a blogger from where he/she started and where he/she is now

wildflower said...

And thanks, maturity in my writing is the only thing I have gained by writing for all these years. Besides, of course the getting rid of unwanted memories.

Anonymous said...

Nearly 3 years later and still.. Beautiful.
You are truly unique.
I suppose that is why..
Anyway, be well my dear sweetness, take care and God bless.

Anonymous said...

I forgot to as...way back then. Why June 06..pray do tell.

Anonymous said...

I missed the k out.
Maybe the S was for 'sweetness'. Just thought I'd...
Smile :)

wildflower said...

S for Sweetness. Aha, me likes. Thank you Anon.

Anonymous said...

I hope you are happy and keeping well.
Take care, God bless and be well Durgesh.. S for Sweetness :)

Anonymous said...

Dearest Durgesh,

I hope you are keeping well and that you are in the best of health.

*** Happy Birthday ***

Wishing you a happy birthday and hoping that you will have a wonderful day and your year will be filled with lots of love, happiness and joy. May all your dreams come true as you stay positive and strong!

Lots of love, hugs, cuddles and best wishes your way.. Have a truly wonderful day.
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Take care, God bless and be well.
K :)

wildflower said...

Thanks K. For wishing me, over the years. You are very kind. Anon.

Anonymous said...

I come back time after time to read this post… How beautiful and innocent those thoughts from years gone by. I hope you are keeping well.
I often think about you and wish I knew you better!
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Anyway

Take care and be well.
Love & hugs as always and forever.

Anonymous said...

Dearest Durgesh,

I hope you are keeping well and that you are in the best of health. My God.. Another year has passed by in a blink of an eye.

*** Happy Birthday Sweetie***

Many Happy returns of the day.

Wishing you a very happy birthday and hoping that you will have a wonderful day, and the whole day will be filled with lots of love, happiness and joy. May all your dreams come true and wishing you joy and happines for the future.

Sending lots and lots of love, hugs, cuddles and best wishes your way.. Have a truly wonderful day. I've missed you very much this year, not had an oppertunity to read you as life has change irrevocably at my end.

I hope you are happy... I wish for you true happiness.
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Take care, God bless and be well.
K :)

Anonymous said...



On your birthday, special one,
I wish that all your dreams come true.
May your day be filled with joy,
Wonderful gifts and goodies, too.

On your day I wish for you
Favorite people to embrace,
Loving smiles and caring looks
That earthly gifts cannot replace.

I wish you fine and simple pleasures.
I wish you many years of laughter.
I wish you all of life's best treasures.
I wish you happily ever after!

Happy Birthday Dearest Durgesh.
XoxoX

Anonymous said...

*** Happy Birthday Sweetie***

Wow, another year gone by! The years are just passing by..
I hope that you are keeping well, and that you and your loved ones are in the best of health.

I just wish you..
I just wish you joy all the way
May you have the most amazing day
A day filled with smiles and laughter
A day when you don't sought an after
When you think it will happen that way
It's your birthday, so you enjoy your day
Don't forget to smile all bright
So that your day bring you more light
Have a lovely day my dear,
Spread along the birthday cheer,
Happy Birthday to you Durgesh!

Have a wonderful day today.

Take care, God bless and be well.

K :)

Anonymous said...

- My heartfelt wish for you, is that may this coming year bring you lots of happiness and serenity dear friend.

Keep well and look after yourself.

Anonymous said...

Oh, BTW.. Please do call or WhatsApp me sometime: I would love to talk to you one day (I hope you still have the number I e-mailed many years back - Its still the same).
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Be well.
x

[Have a lovely Birthday Durgesh]

Anonymous said...

"Happy Birthday" means much more
Than have a happy day.

Within these words lie lots of things
I never get to say Durgesh.
It means I love you first of all,
Then thanks for all you do.

It means you mean a lot to me,
And that I'm proud of you.

But most of all, I guess it means
That I am thinking of you
on this very special day,
Happy Birthday".

"Make a wish and give it wings
Dreams of bright and beautiful things
Dance through all the fun filled hours
Don't forget to smell the flowers
Share some love and birthday cake
All life joys are yours to take
And when evening comes to view
Thanks your lucky stars you're you"
Happy birthday on this beautiful day,
I wish you Durgesh the best, without any delay.

Hope you enjoy it, from beginning till end,
Here's a hug and kiss, I’m ready to send.

"Today is your day, and you're wished the best,
I hope you celebrate it, with a lot of zest.
Happy Birthday My Dearest Durgesh"

Many Happy Returns of the day Sweetheart.

I’m sending lots of love, hugs and kisses your way.
Take care, God bless and be well my dear friend.
K :)

Anonymous said...

I will pray to God - my sincere wish for you today and forever is that lots of joy and Happiness comes your way in life Durgesh.

The years seem to fly past so quickly.

Take care dear friend and God bless. You are always in my thoughts.

Karna

wildflower said...

Thank you Karna. For remembering. And for stopping by every year on this day. You amaze me K, you do. Thanks again. Much love.