right now, i am sinking. i am very sad. i am trying. still i am failing. i am losing sleep over it. i am losing. i am failing. i am too shocked to realize the shock. i can't afford a smile. i walked myself to a lonely corner where noone was looking and tried to cry, tried to get the lump that was choking my chest off it. but i cudn't help it. i cudn't help anything. i cudn't help myself. i am too shocked. i can't take this. because i can't believe this. because i don't take this.
the worst happens when you don't get what life is trying to convey. and right now i am so puzzled to perceive what life is trying to convey through all that happened today. i wont ever be able to forget today. i hate today.
and i am still not getting sleep. and i can't cry either. i don't have anyone to share this with. tell me, could it get worse? tell me could it get beyond this?
6 comments:
I can so relate to this. I've been going through something like this as well.
This is what I wrote a few days back.
http://nainabarse.blogspot.com/2009/08/absolute-chaos.html
P.s. Nice blog. Will be coming back soon. :)
this'll pass dear.. and yes there cud always be another day worse than this.. but who cares.. u'll always get out of it to have some really lovely days.. cheer up n tc:)
u r right gal,
sleep is a prostitute,
unfortunately there is no credible pimp....
ps : reading b.l thareja works for me, by the time i'm past 7 pages of load losses u can bet i'm out..
pps : i hope u've not sold that book :) give it a shot
Hey ....
You will come out a better person ... Cheer up ..
@ Jal Pari
since you hv been thru this..we know..we know to wht extent it cn be totlly paralysin ..i read ur post, it ws like a reflection of this one..
@ Subbu
yeah..Failure helps you look @ life from a broader perspective..
@ lucky
n i wish it hd one such guy..if u find one..do temme ;) abt thareja..m sure that cant drug me when all my system is paralyzed !
@ wencatrawman
precisely tht is wht it is doing to me .. i seriously hope i become a better person..more hardened by life & fate..
exactly,I so envy people who go into deep slumber the minute they hit the sack...but for us...4 hrs,5 hrs lying in dark and yet no avail.Sleep won't come.
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