To someone not so special---

To the someone who ceased to exist for me:-

I shall be waiting your way to return
Sans you life is not that much fun

Colors go pale
And its things look so stale

Eyes with expectations galore
With every moment, they grow more and more

Every gust of passing breeze
Makes my heart freeze

May be it is you again
I unlock my door, but all in vain

Waiting for you maketh no sense
Oh! I am filled with so much vengeance

That agony of rejection and betrayal
Would never fall short of such a portrayal

Your smile, your love, your sense of humor
Thinking of them now, fills me with rancor

But your, memories don’t leave me alone
And I am always stranded in the days bygone

Soulful music doesn’t satisfy
And all borders does my heart defy

The past gives me a painful spasm
Your void has filled me with sarcasm

With you gone forever
I can’t even respond to any other admirer

But you have to take things in your stride
In order to live and not just survive

13 comments:

The Lad said...

Please try Boozing and it will go away...
Forget him ..everyone shall cease to exist for U..
U ll thank me for this!

standbymind said...

Wow..Eva..man u write so well..u have hidden talents bcoming better and better
great...

Shraddha said...

dont worry babe..its all for good..

WHAT'S IN A NAME ? said...

The last line is telling.

wildflower said...

the lad,
u suggest the brand?

aman,
-do-

shraddha,
ya, this one was to invite consolation on the internet :D

what's in a name?,
well what does it tell you?

mystic rose said...

..in order to live and not just survive.. says it all!

live and have fun.. and someone else will enjoy your vivacity. :)

Krishna said...

"With you gone forever
I can’t even respond to any other admirer

But you have to take things in your stride
In order to live and not just survive"
its a tuf thing to do and u surely get my sympathies... :P
i am checking your page after a month now... been busy lately..

Ps said...

Heart always longs for what cannot be.
The pain translates into--
Poetry.

Could relate.

wildflower said...

@ mystic rose
i shall try...for sure!

@ krishna
ohhw, come back more often :D

@ ps
"Heart always longs for what cannot be.
The pain translates into--
Poetry." HOW TRUE!!!

Ankit said...

"But you have to take things in your stride
In order to live and not just survive"

just sums it up..

PS nice tacky layout!!

Anshul Negi said...

First love they say is the hardest to forget, harder still I guess to keep it lasting!!!

You sound just as inspired as I was when I was betrayed!!Or so I thought!!

Endeavour life and you ll notice the beauty even thru the bad times...thts wat I say, now that I have discovered love as it really is...smile!!It gonna be alright!!!

Beautiful rhyme!!!Meaning and the means is what I realte to!!!

Wollaahh!!!

vitruvian said...

i guess three fourths of the worlds population can relate to this rhyme....
its really good....
and the last 2 lines show that ur a survivor....and have the capacity to be truly happy again....
yeah...the admirer part is soooo unfortunate...but soo true!!..lol..
cheers girl!!

wildflower said...

@ ankit
ur name reminds me of someone! lol:D thanx for the comment btw

@ anshul
u thought u were betrayed? i guess i can relate to that

@ vitruvian
thanx girl & kudos to my survivor spirit :D