Vent.

I hate the situation where in I know a change is imperative and I

further know that I have the guts in me to bring it about, but I am

not doing so and I have no excuse to substantiate my inaction. I

allot half the blame on the situation, rest to me. The fact that I am

an escapist stares me in the eye. And I take it lying down.

My cell phone has been having problems with me lately. And my

laptop is ditching me to add to it. With the two most significant

characters of my life conspiring against me at the same time, I am

screwd.

I stick to deadlines. EOD means End of Day..and not a second after

that. But there are few people who believe that Day Ends at 5 pm.

And such people are the people I cannot take.

That brings us to another caveat. I have no space for things and

people who are illogical. (Some things are exempted from the

wrath of this statment). We all like things that are straight-cut. We

all do. Such People who define norms, pretend that they are not

loving those norms themselves but do not let me defy them either,

by their over-imposing presence. And fret about it. WTF~

I do not open my mouth until I am provoked. Before that

everything is but waste of time and energy. I despise Desperate

Partcipations of people. I absolutely loathe people who play the

language game i.e. who make poor lil simple things look very very

complicated. I abhor 'bakar' and all its distant cousins.

By default I am a lazy human. I work only when and only when not

working would absolutely not do, i.e. if I were a cell phone, that

'Emergency Calls Only' thing would be perennially written on my

face. But I understand my core responsibilities. And I hope that you

understand that this doesn't contradict me being an escapist

otherwise.

Some People(*) blame me that I write about love and only about it

and that I am some stupid frustrated female, this is especially for

them.. many of them would like be here on my blog anyway..

Yes I am frustrated. Not just with love, but with a dozen things

besides that. I am frustrated with the way you (*) are!

And You(*) can go on only until one fine rainy day, I am provoked.