I have never been taken care of. Never been told what to do. More importantly what not to do. Never been told that I am a child. Never treated like one. I have learnt things the hard way. My way. Falling. Getting up. Dragging my feet and walking again. All my life I have lived alone. Trembling with fear on dark unending nights I have evaluated the options at hand. I have taken my own decisions. Commited my own mistakes. Suffered my own regrets. Cried alone. I have been expected to behave like an adult. I missed growing up. I believe I was born this way. I have made myself into all that I am. And I have so got into this habit of being by myself, that now anything else looks like an impossibility. A possibility I have been bereft of. I do all my stuff thisway. I shop alone. I scream for cabs alone. I walk alone. I live alone. And now I wonder why. Now I cry why not?
I have never been taken care of. Never been told what to do. More importantly what not to do. Never been told that I am a child. Never treated like one. I have learnt things the hard way. My way. Falling..Getting up.. Dragging my feet and..
19 comments:
i ve never been held in love which reminds me i m uselessly lingering around this world!
awwwwwwwwwwwwwww!!! its sooooo touching :)
cause i don't think i'v ever been that ways :(
sort of envy you...
and thanks a ton for those lovely comments :)
I wish you won't feel alone when we tell you that we are there for you!
cheers!
A
you must be one tough nut then.off late i have been wondering if there are just too many people who are complaining like you or is it a common thing with ppl to feel that they are not being cared for.
@ Americanising --
oh..u reminded me..how i was trynnu forget that sad truth :D
@ *Shreya*
:) pleasure is all mine girl..had a real grt tyn readin yu..felt like i went back 2-3 yrs in my life :)
@ Hopeless Romantic
Oh! are yu ? hmm..
@ The unsure ascetic
well well..some of us are just bloody attention seekers doin rounds..& i am very much allowed to wail on my blog ..!
maybe u always had ur eyes shut so tight u never saw there were ppl surroundin ya
It is always better to learn things the hard way....there will be no need to remind you. But, don't you ever feel lonely...?
@ Mayank
it's weird, rather unfair. i have never got this from the people i wanted it to come from..
@ Old Monk
I do, always..
It my story. How do you know it i dont know. may be we have had similar experiences. Thanks for posting.
& u're welcome fr readin :)
Simple Answer - Its how you perceive a GLASS THAT IS HALF - FULL !!!
Just an added DP - u could have written that "I always write the Blog alone. No one helps me even 2-3 lines"
That would be really funny :P :P
Ridiculous. Save that for SSCM! :P
Nice thoughts, friend... Good be with you.
I am B-Reft.
***Lots of BIG hugs***
Take care, God bless and be well dear S.
S? A case of mistaken identity baby.
Maybe...?
Or may be not! Enough already..who art thou? Or okay, don't tell me.
Or maybe..? Why so indecisive my dear Sweetness?
You have a great sense of humour..me likes.
Have a great day, take care and be well.
At the end of the long and tiring usual day, humor is the one thing that holds us together. Isn't it. U be well too.
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